I have heard this from two of my good guy friends: Jenn, you need a boyfriend.<\/i><\/p>\n
Ok, so for the last month, I have been moping about the lack of one, the emo self I harbor. But I feel ok without one. Why would I need one? To be suddenly dependent?<\/p>\n
And anyway, so many things are unattainable. I want someone who I can have deep conversations with. Someone who can make me laugh. and…despite that being so simple, it seems that i can\\’t find that many boys like that.<\/p>\n
It\\’s sort of futile. At the same time, I worry myself that I am not being \\”good\\” enough. sure, bubbles of insecurities. Was I too arrognant? Was I too patronizing? Was I too weak? I am not sure anymore…<\/p>\n
And now it takes a lot to make me like someone. Maybe I have been disappointed too often that I just can\\’t find anybody.<\/p>\n
I am in the middle of nowhere. I like it now, but I don\\’t want to be alone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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