Every so often, i get this feeling that people don\\’t like me and that\\’s why I am at home alone. Because they forgot about me. Because they don\\’t remember me. And because nobody wants me there.<\/p>\n
I spend too much of my time trying to make sure that I have a place for myself. That i am not rejected. It comes from experiences where I was the one not wanted. And so ever since, I have been trying to prevent that. And then sometimes I come across these instances, wondering if they just don\\’t want me around. And that I am left out. It makes me just want to curl up into a ball in my bed and just sit there all day until the sorrowful pain goes away. But maybe in reality, it\\’s not really real. I am just being way too insecure.<\/p>\n
And I don\\’t like it when I don\\’t have my own confidence. I don\\’t want unincluded. and I don\\’t want to believe that when they go out, they forget to invite me. And perhaps that the event was better off without my presence.<\/p>\n
It\\’s things like these that take up my time. I am happiest when I choose to go off to do something alone, because I choose to do it and even if someone invited me to do something, I would say no…because I need some of that me time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Every so often, i get this feeling that people don\\’t like me and that\\’s why I am at home alone. Because they forgot about me. Because they don\\’t remember me. And because nobody wants me there. I spend too much of my time trying to make sure that I have a place for myself. That … Continue reading feeling lonely<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-152","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/152","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=152"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/152\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=152"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=152"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=152"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}