Where is that moment of euphoria I am seeking?<\/p>\n
Am I only happy if I am with someone? Do I feel lonely and detached if I don\\’t have someone that I can claim as my own?<\/p>\n
Even though I know that everyone accepts me (at least I hope everyone…), it\\’s still not enough. All my life I have worked hard to be someone. And now that i am…that I can make people laugh and that people would actually choose to call me, im me to ask something…I am important…yet I still feel like I am missing something.<\/p>\n
And that missing something drags me down. There\\’s a sadness in my life as I go day to day. I focus so much on my work. I lose sight of what could make me happy.<\/p>\n
I was at the Cage today…and suddenly I felt like I had to get out of there. I wanted to go home, be by myself…where i had the control. And then it\\’s like am I the only one that feels like that?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Where is that moment of euphoria I am seeking? Am I only happy if I am with someone? Do I feel lonely and detached if I don\\’t have someone that I can claim as my own? Even though I know that everyone accepts me (at least I hope everyone…), it\\’s still not enough. All my … Continue reading not happy yet<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-172","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/172","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=172"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/172\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=172"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=172"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=172"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}