jsldfjlsfdjsa, I succumbed to my wimpiness again. I am such a scaredy cat sometimes. Social anxiety can take over me…so easily that it prevents me from doing things.<\/p>\n
Just like that incident 2 years ago with ocf. I went in and suddenly felt out of place, I had to leave. Then i tried to go back but I felt embarrassed and weird…and could not get myself to the door.<\/p>\n
Those type of incidents happen less frequently nowadays because I am starting to phase into the adult thoughts of idon\\’tcarewhatotherpeoplethinkofme. Yet today, I was supposed to conduct this survey. I had selected a time and a location. Yet by the time I got there, I started convincing myself that it wasn\\’t the best thing to survey. I wanted to survey people on how they decided to go to the movie playing at the student center. And I was there at 7:40 pm when the movie would start at 8 pm. But I started rationalizing the next 15 minutes that I chose the wrong event to survey. That I couldn\\’t bother people because they would be rushing to their seats. That I wasn\\’t getting the right audience. That there wasn\\’t enough people attending this movie since it was a Wednesday night. Of course, these rationalizations won out and I walked out. Personally that wouldn\\’t have been the best event anyway, but still.<\/p>\n
I missed the google infosession today…and so as a result, I miss a great chance to just pass the survey up and down the rows of lecture hall. BLAARGGGGH….why did I miss it???<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
jsldfjlsfdjsa, I succumbed to my wimpiness again. I am such a scaredy cat sometimes. Social anxiety can take over me…so easily that it prevents me from doing things. Just like that incident 2 years ago with ocf. I went in and suddenly felt out of place, I had to leave. Then i tried to go … Continue reading lack of courage<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-173","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/173","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=173"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/173\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=173"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=173"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=173"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}