Maybe I am kidding myself, but I spend so much time thinking I am doing the right thing. and yet I feel empty inside.<\/p>\n
So Jeff has been lamenting about Helen again. I sat across from him today at a restaurant listening to him talk. I felt foolish giving random tidbits of advice and comfort. I can\\’t be perfect. I can\\’t be the comfort he\\’s seeking. I am just like that.<\/p>\n
Most of the time, i think he\\’s so emotionally unavailable. I just can\\’t do anything. But yet I feel lonely inside. I want someone I can claim as my own, but there isn\\’t anybody. And I wait. And be patient…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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