{"id":228,"date":"2005-05-23T23:59:25","date_gmt":"2005-05-23T23:59:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=228"},"modified":"2005-05-23T23:59:25","modified_gmt":"2005-05-23T23:59:25","slug":"blast-of-insecurity","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=228","title":{"rendered":"blast of insecurity"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Suddenly, I am having one of those bad cases of insecurity.<\/p>\n<p>It\\&#8217;s so ridiculous.  Almost back to high school&#8230;but here are things that I worry about:<br \/>\n<i>Do people like me?<\/i><br \/>\n<i>Most importantly, do people accept me?<\/i><br \/>\n<i>Can I act myself and have people accept me?<\/i><\/p>\n<p>But why do I feel like this&#8230;didn\\&#8217;t there used to be a time when I actually felt at ease with people?  Wasn\\&#8217;t there a time where I didn\\&#8217;t feel like I had to constantly work for acceptance?<\/p>\n<p>It started yesterday during my birthday potluck.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Suddenly, I am having one of those bad cases of insecurity. It\\&#8217;s so ridiculous. Almost back to high school&#8230;but here are things that I worry about: Do people like me? Most importantly, do people accept me? Can I act myself and have people accept me? But why do I feel like this&#8230;didn\\&#8217;t there used to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=228\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">blast of insecurity<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-228","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/228","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=228"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/228\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=228"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=228"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=228"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}