As I was walking to campus to go swimming, I suddenly remembered an argument that she used against me.<\/p>\n
\\”You never invited me out. You never asked me if I wanted to do anything.\\”<\/p>\n
Even after so long without seeing her, thinking about her drives a pit in my stomach. I keep replaying the scene. I was standing at the counter, doing my usual thing in the kitchen. And we had a talk.<\/p>\n
A talk.<\/p>\n
A few moments during it, I almost cried. And I couldn\\’t help but be a wimp in her fight.<\/p>\n
I have always been afraid of going anywhere without anybody I could trust. That\\’s why I never asked her. I couldn\\’t trust her in the way that…I\\’ll have a good time with her.<\/p>\n
It still shakes me to the core. She never tried. She was self-absorbed and selfish. I want to throw away everything she left behind in the house. But I am better than that.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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