I miss being in an endless torrent of drama and \\”love\\”. Nowadays, it\\’s all about irritation and annoyance.<\/p>\n
I wake up. I go to campus and work. Then 9 hours later, I tumble home. Sleepy, drowsy and hungry. I make food. Make idle chit-chat. I clean. Then I sleep.<\/p>\n
I hate this mundane cycle.<\/p>\n
I look for relationships to provide me with excitement. I am bored. I want attention. I want drama. I am waiting for it to happen. But I don\\’t like dealing with the downsides of these.<\/p>\n
I want to feel again. I have been reading my old entries to find it. And I find my obsessive forlorn love, lost in glances. I am tired of feeling nothing. I miss feeling that attraction, that appeal.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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