Right now, there\\’s a sudden depletion of people from my program online.<\/p>\n
Sometimes I wonder if I failed. Why do I always think that I need to be the best sometimes? Is my self-esteem so frail that if someone that I don\\’t respect critiques me…I still am heavily effected?<\/p>\n
No, that\\’s not me.<\/p>\n
So I had planned a trip for people to Cedar Point. I am excited. Yet when I suggested this a few weeks ago, almost 18 people were interested. Then as it came nearer to the day, people dropped. Because they had work to do. Understandably they have a lot of work to do. It\\’s crunch time. Some people are sick. Some people don\\’t like rollercoasters. Some people think it\\’s too far. But now, I am just disappointed. There are probably only going to be four including myself. Not even my favorite people are going. But I guess i\\’ll make the best of it. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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