The moment that I enjoy talking to someone is the moment that I realize that I don\\’t really like that person as much I had previously believed.<\/p>\n
So Will ims me every single time I go online, starting with one of those random words. A geek method. I really hate running out of things to say and letting awkwardness set in. So i just try to say whatever. But there are times that I can\\’t prevent it from happening.<\/p>\n
Today he was telling me a story of his roommate. His pacing was slightly off. And I was getting bored halfway through, as he moaned about little trivial things. <\/p>\n
So I don\\’t know, people focus too much on my words sometimes. And I often say things that I don\\’t really mean, it\\’s more of a space filler.<\/p>\n
So he tells me, and suddenly the story is done. The climax was nice, a video that was posted on his internet about his horrible roommate. Then, ok end. Then what to say. What do I say now. Now that it\\’s over?<\/p>\n
I offer tidbits of my thoughts. Regrets? I ask. He says…of what? I sense a feeling of defensiveness and I stop myself from pointing that out to him. So I just let it go. Regrets are always around, I say. And the conversation falls to silence. And he says he has to run and I am left there wondering whether it ended well or not.<\/p>\n
Think less of those you befriend. Believe in only that friendship lasts no matter what the problems are.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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