At least that\\’s what I am guessing he thinks. To make me feel something.<\/p>\n
On the way to the AAA office in Berkeley, I suddenly was incensed by his judgement. On University Avenue, as I was crossing the street, I suddenly felt this irritation build up. My mnd felt filled with fire, as I went over and over again what he said that night.<\/p>\n
He can\\’t judge me. How dare he judge me when we never spent time outside the house together except for those two times. How could he do such things based on what I write as deepest thoughts. How could I let him.<\/p>\n
I couldn\\’t let myself feel like a failure.<\/p>\n
Don\\’t let me feel that way.<\/p>\n
He didn\\’t know me as I am now. People who know me now wouldn\\’t describe me as the way he described me.<\/p>\n
I feel so reluctant to share myself with other people, but I know I will again. I always do.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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