{"id":382,"date":"2006-06-30T21:55:20","date_gmt":"2006-06-30T21:55:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=382"},"modified":"2006-06-30T21:55:20","modified_gmt":"2006-06-30T21:55:20","slug":"the-phone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=382","title":{"rendered":"The phone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There are some people I have trouble calling.  I just stare at the phone wondering if this is the right time.  Because I don\\&#8217;t want to have the awkward situation.<\/p>\n<p>So I sit there, wondering and wondering.  And sometimes I don\\&#8217;t call.  Sometimes I force myself to call.  But the anxiety built up&#8230;is too intense sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>Then I rationalize how some other day is better.  So suddenly I feel this incredible relief and I feel better.  But I still feel guilty about not calling.  And so I just am unhappy partially.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There are some people I have trouble calling. I just stare at the phone wondering if this is the right time. Because I don\\&#8217;t want to have the awkward situation. So I sit there, wondering and wondering. And sometimes I don\\&#8217;t call. Sometimes I force myself to call. But the anxiety built up&#8230;is too intense &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=382\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The phone<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-382","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/382","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=382"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/382\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=382"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=382"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=382"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}