I am a pushover. I do things without expecting anything. Although years later, I may suddenly feel resentful. Was it built-up or a sudden realization?<\/p>\n
I wanted to tell other people about your post. But then I lost interest an hour later after my surprise had subsided.<\/p>\n
I remember driving you. Always the one giving rides. Providing a place to sleep more than once. On new year\\’s eve, my apartment. But here that was just a moment that pales in comparison to the feeling of being someone during that one year. We all know in my life most things don\\’t last more than a year. Not that I don\\’t want it to, but it just happens that way.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I am a pushover. I do things without expecting anything. Although years later, I may suddenly feel resentful. Was it built-up or a sudden realization? I wanted to tell other people about your post. But then I lost interest an hour later after my surprise had subsided. I remember driving you. Always the one giving … Continue reading Internal bitterness<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-388","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/388","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=388"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/388\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=388"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=388"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=388"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}