I was walking down the aisle in Walgreens looking for toilet bowl cleaner when it dawned on me that I act this way every single time. Surrounded by mops and brooms, staring at the common object, I knew that in a year, I would have the hindsight to feel what I should have been feeling.<\/p>\n
I can\\’t help liking Chris so much. And I question whether I am more enamored by the thought of being with him than him. In most cases, it\\’s always the former. And I get caught up in obsession. Right now, I am trying to keep myself from falling and tripping as I always do.<\/p>\n
I have a feeling that I may have messed up. The way that I have a tendency to confess everything that is on my mind. I don\\’t know. And sometimes I am squeamish and just want to forget that it happened even as much as I want it, then I want to forget, then I want to play the avoidance game and swallow the pain, the heartbreak and move on. But I don\\’t want to if I don\\’t have to.<\/p>\n
Wouldn\\’t it be so much easier if he just said no?
\nJust let what happens…happen<\/i><\/p>\n
But if anything, I am tired of being alone. I am tired of being single and only looking forward to a night struggling for my own independence. In this world of twos, I am usually ok with walking by myself, but when I have to sit at a table for two, I am reminded that pairs are always the best.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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