Today as I rode the BART to Peony, I was suddenly overcome by sadness. Did he appreciate and understand the things I do? Is he someone who can\\’t be everyone I need him to be?<\/p>\n
Sorry I am high maintenance in some way. But it\\’s who I am.<\/p>\n
As I was writing out the things that happened in the April 5ths of the last few years, I wondered if there was much reason. Would he be freaked out that I actually thought about it? Am I too intense naturally like that? Appreciate the differences that we have, and try not to think about it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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