I don\\’t like it when I realize that perhaps I don\\’t like the work I am doing. That I don\\’t really enjoy the benefit. Am I in the wrong place? Is this what I really want to do for the rest of my life?<\/p>\n
But even then, do I want to be in knowledge? Sometimes I think that I would rather not work at all, but that\\’s not me. I need something to give me fulfillment, achievement.<\/p>\n
I am good at planning and I like that. But when it involves other people\\’s opinions, objections…etc. It makes me uncomfortable and dislike the work.<\/p>\n
Again, what do I like? I like seeing something that is improved. Something that better millions of lives.<\/p>\n
But I don\\’t want to do it through sweat and tears. I want to do it in my own solitude, asking for feedback…over a timeline. Conflict, even just a minor disagreement isn\\’t what I like.<\/p>\n
But I am not supposed to be avoidant, right. Right.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I don\\’t like it when I realize that perhaps I don\\’t like the work I am doing. That I don\\’t really enjoy the benefit. Am I in the wrong place? Is this what I really want to do for the rest of my life? But even then, do I want to be in knowledge? Sometimes … Continue reading Not so fun<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-447","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/447","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=447"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/447\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=447"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=447"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=447"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}