Suddenly, I have this dread of going to work.<\/p>\n
But it\\’s not that…I really dislike it. It\\’s mostly that I feel uncomfortable there as if it\\’s not the right place for me. And I always have this from job to job. So when will it be over?<\/p>\n
On the outside, it seems great. The trendy job. The job that looks good on paper. But I don\\’t always like the things I have to do. The things that I have to be.<\/p>\n
The anxiety and the stress. Similar to the sudden stress I had while standing outside of the restaurant today. It\\’s control I want…the predictability. But I would have to compromise it all to get what I want.<\/p>\n
I don\\’t want to succumb to corporate life, but then that\\’s probably the comfort zone. The one that I don\\’t want to be, but what I need to be.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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