{"id":475,"date":"2008-10-28T22:12:13","date_gmt":"2008-10-28T22:12:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=475"},"modified":"2008-10-28T22:12:13","modified_gmt":"2008-10-28T22:12:13","slug":"the-same-melodies-of-last-year","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=475","title":{"rendered":"The same melodies of last year"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I hit play.  Familiar notes of Asobi Seksu tumble out of my speakers.  I remember hearing her for the first time almost 2 years ago at Riott.<\/p>\n<p>I listened to it last year.  A lot.  A female voice breaking out of the mundane male voices singing of insincere lost love.<\/p>\n<p>It\\&#8217;s a a familiar note.<\/p>\n<p>I am frustrated.  I hear the same the emotions as last year.  I am hopeful that he will find what he is looking for.  But it\\&#8217;s the same melody of last year.  I ask&#8230;sometimes every day  almost in hope that today he will tell me something.  Of progress.  Every few months, I am surprised, he finds something.  But most of the time, it\\&#8217;s a silent <i>I don\\&#8217;t want to disappoint you so I don\\&#8217;t tell you anything&#8230;at all.<\/i><\/p>\n<p>In the meantime, caught in boredom at work, I send anything I think might be relevant.  But I feel like I am talking to a silent unlistening wall.  I don\\&#8217;t want to nag, but I want to know.  Stop shutting me out.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I hit play. Familiar notes of Asobi Seksu tumble out of my speakers. I remember hearing her for the first time almost 2 years ago at Riott. I listened to it last year. A lot. A female voice breaking out of the mundane male voices singing of insincere lost love. It\\&#8217;s a a familiar note. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=475\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">The same melodies of last year<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-475","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/475","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=475"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/475\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=475"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=475"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=475"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}