Yesterday, I wanted to throw out the despair. Out the window and return to my blissful dissatisfaction. It feels like I am at a large door, banging my fists at the splintering wood. Let me in!<\/i> I yell, but not loud enough. Social anxiety squashes my vocals…but I can\\’t break the volume.<\/p>\n
It\\’s frustrating.<\/p>\n
I rolled over and his eyes were shut, almost as if he didn\\’t want the world to enter.<\/p>\n
Is this how I will be in a few months? Sullen, accepting the world as is? Because the world kills and doesn\\’t care?<\/p>\n
I suggested we escape to LBP. A land where if we fail, we return to the last safe point. A happy sound when we jump again. Because we don\\’t die in that world.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yesterday, I wanted to throw out the despair. Out the window and return to my blissful dissatisfaction. It feels like I am at a large door, banging my fists at the splintering wood. Let me in! I yell, but not loud enough. Social anxiety squashes my vocals…but I can\\’t break the volume. It\\’s frustrating. I … Continue reading Silently we play<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-477","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/477","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=477"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/477\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=477"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=477"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=477"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}