Last night, I had weird dreams.<\/p>\n
First a dream of ta-ching…where he stripped down and I made fun of him. Feeling little or no drive. Is this a sign of my repressed sexuality? It\\’s not environmental but I am not free to express myself.<\/p>\n
Then another dream of Perci who forever right now is in my mind—someone I chose not to associate with. Simply because I feel that he is too critical too demeaning that afterwards I always feel abused. And yet in my dream, somehow I had decided to hang out with him. Following him during his errands where he criticized, critqued everything that he encountered. At times, I would agree, almost hesistantly about his final thoughts about an object. At other times, I would disagree silently, knowing that I didn\\’t want to argue.<\/p>\n
\\”What happened to you and Mia?\\” I remember asking in my dream. And there was silence as he tried to change the subject.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Last night, I had weird dreams. First a dream of ta-ching…where he stripped down and I made fun of him. Feeling little or no drive. Is this a sign of my repressed sexuality? It\\’s not environmental but I am not free to express myself. Then another dream of Perci who forever right now is in … Continue reading Mixed up dreams<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-478","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/478","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=478"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/478\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=478"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=478"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=478"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}