{"id":479,"date":"2009-01-09T23:45:54","date_gmt":"2009-01-09T23:45:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=479"},"modified":"2009-01-09T23:45:54","modified_gmt":"2009-01-09T23:45:54","slug":"still-not-here","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=479","title":{"rendered":"Still not here"},"content":{"rendered":"

I call him as I am leaving work that I am going to take the usual train. Can he pick me up? He said ok.<\/p>\n

Then I get a phone call as the train is departing…he\\’s really sorry but he doesn\\’t think he can pick me up. He has to figure out some stuff related to the payment he was making. I don\\’t what it means. It was 6 pm when he called. <\/p>\n

Last night, I had this sudden worry. Is he ok? He hadn\\’t talked to me all day. But for some reason, it was a strange worry…I don\\’t know what to make of it. Almost every time I have this worry…something bad happens. It\\’s as if I wake up worrying that he is in trouble. Usually he\\’s not…but within hours, days…he is.<\/p>\n

Then…he still wasn\\’t back yet. So i started watching dvds…to idle my time. I thought he would be back any moment. So I didn\\’t eat yet.<\/p>\n

Then it was 8:28 pm when I got the call. I didn\\’t cry at first…but then…later I did.<\/p>\n

I spent the next 10 minutes trying to set up my account. I would give anything just to talk to him.<\/p>\n

Then I got a call about at 9. He said not to worry…he\\’ll be back soon.<\/p>\n

It\\’s almost midnight…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I call him as I am leaving work that I am going to take the usual train. Can he pick me up? He said ok. Then I get a phone call as the train is departing…he\\’s really sorry but he doesn\\’t think he can pick me up. He has to figure out some stuff related … Continue reading Still not here<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-479","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/479","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=479"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/479\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=479"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=479"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=479"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}