{"id":490,"date":"2011-06-18T17:40:41","date_gmt":"2011-06-18T17:40:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=490"},"modified":"2011-06-18T17:40:41","modified_gmt":"2011-06-18T17:40:41","slug":"if-i-wasnt-already-attached","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=490","title":{"rendered":"If I wasn\\&#8217;t already attached&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;I think that you would interest me but then I wouldn\\&#8217;t stay.<\/p>\n<p>Yet here is me guessing at what could not be.<\/p>\n<p>I am not sure what draws me to you.  It may purely be a response to your attention.  The fact that I have never succeeded with anyone non-Asian in person.  And the British accent which makes me believe there is deep exoticism although logically it feels all the same.<\/p>\n<p>I can sense what won\\&#8217;t work for me.  The reservations.  The disinterest in my passions.<\/p>\n<p>And so here we are.  I told Shipra that intimacy often is lost with me.  Completely.  That truthfully all I want to do is just eat and talk with you.  I just want to take walks.  And in some sense, that\\&#8217;s all innocent.  I do that with many of my friends&#8212;male and female&#8212;one on one.  But somehow, there\\&#8217;s something strange happening here.  My plan only is to let it flow and hopefully by intensity, it\\&#8217;ll flame out sooner than later.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8230;I think that you would interest me but then I wouldn\\&#8217;t stay. Yet here is me guessing at what could not be. I am not sure what draws me to you. It may purely be a response to your attention. The fact that I have never succeeded with anyone non-Asian in person. And the British &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=490\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">If I wasn\\&#8217;t already attached&#8230;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-490","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/490","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=490"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/490\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=490"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=490"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=490"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}