Sleep is incoming.<\/p>\n
But emotional affairs. He called it that—an emotional affair<\/i>. I wonder if I had been nearly too literal with my message and setting the boundaries.<\/p>\n
But like I told Joe today—words don\\’t do anything. Words can\\’t undo the feelings and the emotions that are already there. And the definitions…the confusion of that…is why I feel that it is not resolved.<\/p>\n
It was a cool night as I left yesterday night. Something that I lost—a longing. I felt incomplete and I did not understand why.<\/p>\n
There\\’s a good chance that all of this will fall apart in a month or so. So I am just hoping for that—it will resolve and undo itself. Yet, I don\\’t want anyone to be hurt.<\/p>\n
Quiet and silence now. I hear nobody except Imogen Heap from iTunes…and the laughter from the ongoings in the Mission.<\/p>\n
Is there a reason why they say it\\’s hard to be friends became a woman and man if sex gets in the way? After having being with Chris with so long, I just want someone here…here with me. Tears fill me as I struggle for clarity. They wrap me and bound me, suffocating because I still don\\’t know any better. Fears bounded. They bristle to be let out, unleashing a fury. I won\\’t let it happen because I love him too much.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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