I look for it, over and over again. Am I afraid of losing the presence or him? Is it just stuff, the idea of, or the person?<\/p>\n
If you take away everything, am I still magnetized?<\/p>\n
I wonder why I don\\’t feel any chemistry sometimes or even naturally, it\\’s unnatural for me. If there was, it\\’s momentary, barely noticeable, fleeting.<\/p>\n
I don\\’t know when was the last time that I felt the moment of chemistry beyond an instant flicker of interest on my part because a word was said or something was done.<\/p>\n
Please I hope to figure this out soon.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I look for it, over and over again. Am I afraid of losing the presence or him? Is it just stuff, the idea of, or the person? If you take away everything, am I still magnetized? I wonder why I don\\’t feel any chemistry sometimes or even naturally, it\\’s unnatural for me. If there was, … Continue reading What am I missing here?<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-498","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/498","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=498"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/498\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=498"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=498"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=498"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}