He is…he understands me.<\/p>\n
And what if tomorrow was my last day. What if the somber mood that I am wearing for so long is all for naught? What now? Who will I run to?<\/p>\n
Because if tomorrow doesn\\’t matter, then consequences don\\’t matter. Except for the ones that remain with the broken hearts.<\/p>\n
I press hard and all that comes back is a leak that goes on and on.<\/p>\n
I saw Andy today for the first time since I briefly saw him in Pittsburgh. Awkwardness was so prevalent. But even more so because he was with someone. Someone that I recognized. And my heart was wrenched because here I was alone. So alone, because of my choices. Because I couldn\\’t stand to live with myself with what I already had.<\/p>\n
Selflessness is what matters to me so much. As Shipra said, \\”if there was an easy answer, then it would be easy.\\”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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