I woke up today, feeling mixed. Yesterday, I went to sleep…initially with a weight lifted away from me, but I felt uncertain, displeased about something.<\/p>\n
I can immediately jump to conclusions, turning that displeasure into angst. With how he constantly reacts and doesn\\’t listen.<\/p>\n
Sometimes, I feel lost. There is an overwhelming torrent of emotions. It is true that it comes unexpectedly. Like Francis says, he is never even aware of it.<\/p>\n
I hate how he doesn\\’t believe in complete honesty. I don\\’t like how it seems like we circle and circle. He says that he is trying to understand, but I sense no compassion, I sense nothing of that sort…and I can only hear the words he says.<\/p>\n
I don\\’t like how I have to give stories of a child in pain and how we know their thrashing against us is because they are in pain. I don\\’t know how many times that I have to repeat it. Can\\’t you see that I am in pain and that my thrashing isn\\’t to hurt you?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I woke up today, feeling mixed. Yesterday, I went to sleep…initially with a weight lifted away from me, but I felt uncertain, displeased about something. I can immediately jump to conclusions, turning that displeasure into angst. With how he constantly reacts and doesn\\’t listen. Sometimes, I feel lost. There is an overwhelming torrent of emotions. … Continue reading The aftermath of yet another discussion<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-538","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/538","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=538"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/538\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=538"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=538"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=538"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}