Beauty is subjective. And when I think of what others see as beauty, I crumple because I want to feel what others feel. Why do they look at the brilliant sun and the curvaceous trails…and sense wonder? I see discomfort. I see dirt. And I push myself to find their wonder and leave disappointed when I don\\’t feel it the same within myself.<\/p>\n
It\\’s a horrible feeling of knowing that I am different. I can\\’t help but let the thought is there something wrong with me<\/i> seep beneath my skin.<\/p>\n
I love urban landscapes. I love people\\’s stories. I love the way a personal story ripples more than a lake. The sunsets and sunrises cast hope across the land, but the sunshine reflected across mirrored walls give more pause.<\/p>\n
I wish that I could say that I love those things that everybody says that is incredible. But in the end, all I feel is that I am just checking off a list. And the payoff is completely lost on me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Beauty is subjective. And when I think of what others see as beauty, I crumple because I want to feel what others feel. Why do they look at the brilliant sun and the curvaceous trails…and sense wonder? I see discomfort. I see dirt. And I push myself to find their wonder and leave disappointed when … Continue reading What is the truth? What is the sunset and the sunrise?<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-558","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/558","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=558"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/558\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=558"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=558"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=558"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}