no wait, isn\\’t it unconditional? when it\\’s conditional, isn\\’t it simply the ego demanding possession?<\/p>\n
there was one point where I wanted to say \\”I love you\\” because I believed it. And the precious fears crushed inside me when it wasn\\’t mutual. So wasn\\’t that conditional? The stab wounds are there as I wait for the hate turned from love to disappear.<\/p>\n
Release. Release it all. Release all of this black muck.<\/p>\n
I want to tell you everything. I want to tell you everything that I feel.<\/p>\n
I want to hear that you listened to me. And feel the ripple through my body when you say that you listened. And that you understood. Instead, my stony heart doesn\\’t let it feel.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
no wait, isn\\’t it unconditional? when it\\’s conditional, isn\\’t it simply the ego demanding possession? there was one point where I wanted to say \\”I love you\\” because I believed it. And the precious fears crushed inside me when it wasn\\’t mutual. So wasn\\’t that conditional? The stab wounds are there as I wait for … Continue reading love is…conditional…<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-559","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/559","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=559"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/559\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=559"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=559"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=559"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}