{"id":563,"date":"2014-02-17T17:46:13","date_gmt":"2014-02-17T17:46:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=563"},"modified":"2014-02-17T17:46:13","modified_gmt":"2014-02-17T17:46:13","slug":"this-is-what-happens-after-rejection","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=563","title":{"rendered":"This is what happens after rejection"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Fear.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I wish that my reaction was different.  Rather than wallowing in sorrow and feeling sorry for myself&#8230;I wish that I would punch the wall and that I would say \\&#8221;no, you can\\&#8217;t treat me that way.\\&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Instead, I crumple in upon myself.  Sure, it\\&#8217;s at that point that stony walls quickly build  up.  It\\&#8217;s what I could do to protect me<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Fear. Sometimes I wish that my reaction was different. Rather than wallowing in sorrow and feeling sorry for myself&#8230;I wish that I would punch the wall and that I would say \\&#8221;no, you can\\&#8217;t treat me that way.\\&#8221; Instead, I crumple in upon myself. Sure, it\\&#8217;s at that point that stony walls quickly build up. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=563\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">This is what happens after rejection<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-563","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/563","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=563"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/563\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=563"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=563"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=563"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}