I am too critical sometimes and I know it. There are some people who don\\’t know how to maintain friendships. And there\\’s me. I will always maintain it, but when I see something that I don\\’t like…I obviously don\\’t maintain. I consistently maintain if I see value.<\/p>\n
I look at my buddy list and see people that I would never im, because they never returned the same energy I gave toward them. Chris Wu. I used to let him rant to me, and I did try to speak to him. but all this has become is…just a hi to each other when we see each other in person. But for that matter, I don\\’t see a potential good friend in him. In that, it was difficult that one time when I went out to lunch with him. I found myself trying very hard to keep a conversation. I guess he has a socal mentality, a self-focused edge. And then there\\’s Norman. Our conversations are always great in person, but I think if I gave more effort, we could actually have something. But we are always so self-involved that we forget.<\/p>\n
Today during my video class, I found myself being…somewhat bossy. I couldn\\’t help it. I remember this was the exact same behavior that I had during 6th grade when planning out a short play. We were to act out a scene from a book we read for class. And suddenly I had the brillant idea and insisted that we do the MANGO TREE story.<\/p>\n
And so there was this class assignment and I found myself pushing myself to frame each shot, direct each shot, insist on how the camera should move. Then afterwards, I felt all self-righteous…blah blah.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I am too critical sometimes and I know it. There are some people who don\\’t know how to maintain friendships. And there\\’s me. I will always maintain it, but when I see something that I don\\’t like…I obviously don\\’t maintain. I consistently maintain if I see value. I look at my buddy list and see … Continue reading a critical eye<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-71","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=71"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/71\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=71"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=71"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=71"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}