{"id":86,"date":"2004-07-22T00:05:16","date_gmt":"2004-07-22T00:05:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=86"},"modified":"2004-07-22T00:05:16","modified_gmt":"2004-07-22T00:05:16","slug":"envy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=86","title":{"rendered":"envy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Anyway, the moment he said \\&#8221;gf and her friends\\&#8221;.  I felt a sudden numbness overcome me.  How idiotic of me to presume.<\/p>\n<p>I was in shock for the next 20 minutes.  But I reminded myself how I always valued friendship over potential INTERESTS.  And that a best friend is always better than having a boyfriend.  Even though I will never have one as my own.<\/p>\n<p>Eventuallly, I felt better.  Mostly, because I had always been good friends with all these guys that are already attached.  but where is MINE.  Why must I be alone?  Parking spots?  The good ones are all already taken.  Only the handicapped ones are left.  If I cannot get a \\&#8221;boyfriend\\&#8221;, I will at least have a chance at best friend.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe this will erase my usual nervousness.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Anyway, the moment he said \\&#8221;gf and her friends\\&#8221;. I felt a sudden numbness overcome me. How idiotic of me to presume. I was in shock for the next 20 minutes. But I reminded myself how I always valued friendship over potential INTERESTS. And that a best friend is always better than having a boyfriend. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/?p=86\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">envy<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-86","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=86"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=86"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=86"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/j.unoccupied.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=86"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}