Sure I like him for his personality, but that\\’s what drives me nuts. I never was attracted to him physically. Yet what makes me overcome the superficial appearances is the fact that I could talk to him. It\\’s a rare asset that a person has to do this. Typically, one who is already attached does not spend hours talking to someone of the opposite gender. I am just not used to it.<\/p>\n
And as a result, I don\\’t want to let this go. I want a friendship. For the longest time, I have been yearning a friendship that is without strings, but with depth. But as a result, I accidentally got my emotions involved. And even when I tell him that it\\’s ok and tell him that I feel fine about it, later I get this awful lump inside me. A lump of disappointment and broken hope.<\/p>\n
Why did he have to say, \\”If I didn\\’t have a gf, then I would be interested.\\” That\\’s worse than being cold. Why are you so nice? That is giving me false hopes…a feeling that I was good enough, but I just came at a bad time.<\/p>\n
And he went on to say, \\”You\\’re pretty.\\” I immediately joked about it, not that willing to accept simple compliments. \\”And I am hot in the wisdom toof picture!\\” I responded.<\/p>\n
So all these mixed feelings all result from a single week? Life changes in one second. Emotions change in one minute. But friendships like this can really happen in one week.<\/p>\n
I like talking to him, let\\’s not forget that. But I don\\’t know. I lose my ground, and I am not the one is that misled. I mislead only myself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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