I think my doldrums of this winter break are going build up. Only one more week until I can return to my dorm.

Today, the entire family + Dan went all the way to Golden Gate Park to visit the De Young Museum. A museum of fine art that was going to close on new year's day...and wouldn't open until the year 2005. I have been to that museum about three to five times already and remembered how disinterested I was. Last year, I went to the museum as part of my English project. And whenever I am really bored, I can feel an impending headache. Today's impending headache was further worsened when I saw my sister all over Dan, her boyfriend. They kept pushing each other playfully...or actually that must have been my sister. I tagged along with them and felt sorta like the third wheel although I hid that by triumphantly and independently walking by myself. Only seemingly self-confident.
Well, at least I got some sort of payback when I demanded to get a hot dog. "Where is hot dog?" I kept asking. My sister decided that if I get my hot dog that I would leave those two lovebirds alone. Eventually I got nachos and cheese while Dan got a huge polish sausage that I doubt was really worth it. Then after I finished my nachos, I walked away from the two sitting on a bench together. It really depressed me...it so reminded me of being with Alan.

Nonetheless, I returned to the museum and found my parents in the Chinese painting room. My mom had endured the thirty minute wait to the restroom. Reminder to self: avoid restrooms at all costs. It was funny though...they had converted all the men's restrooms except one into women's restrooms. Interesting.
They had magic disappearing ink so that people could practice their strokes without making a mess. Very interesting.

Yet the impending headache returned.

My parents then dragged us to the Botannical Gardens. Ugh...another long walk of boredom. I don't know what really can interest me anymore. Perhaps it takes a lot of work to find something that I am really interested in...and something that doesn't bore me.
However, I started imitating how I thought my second worst enemy would sound like. Kelly. Despite the fact that I was being way too vicious...it just made my sis and Dan laugh when I imitated the azn slang that Kelly had put in her aim info. i cAn'T wAiT fOr tHaT dAy wEn i wAlK wId yOu dOwN the iSlE aNd sAy i dO.
By the way Kelly, iSlE is spelled aisle.

I am having a major complex with food right now. My pickiness is getting the hold of me. During dim sum (my parents chose to eat in Oakland rather than San Francisco because of the access to parking), I barely ate anything although now...I have an incredible urge to break out of my "I won't eat that...and that...and that" habit. I am just hungry.
I like burgers though. Hopefully next semester, more people will be willing to go with me all the way to Shattuck to find all those snazzy fast food restaurants. :)

Doldrums...go away!!!