• archive •

•410• end of the beginning
•409• cheers!
•408• hot pottie
•407• horrible realizations
•406• another anniversary
•405• cloaked in false presumptions
•404• muscle spasm
•403• deep pale sky
•402• auto pilot
•401• sweet moping
•400• let the self be struck
•399• online personality tests
•398• daween leaving!! :(
•397• one intent
•396• deep thoughts
•395• New Years!
•394• someone else
•393• Not better, but just more...
•392• sideways trip
•391• merry xmas!
•390• soreness
•389• outside the window
•388• fiery pain
•387• brand new day
•386• guessing work
•385• so it was all a facade
•384• Stab in the Wounded Heart
•383• when you're upset
•382• #$*&!
•381• maturity vs. immaturity
•380• don't overanalyze
•379• angry sighs
•378• barely remembering
•377• *whistle*
•376• ice cream!
•375• total resentment
•374• At last
•373• precursors to terror
•372• dripping bitterness
•371• disassurance
•370• internet addiction
•369• simulation of rain falling
•368• opposite of those expectations
•367• you say pathetic
•366• "strangers in the night"
•365• misunderstanding
•364• atrophy
•363• look upward
•362• ripped apart
•361• just a smile
•360• downcast
•359• broken friendships
•358• struggling
•357• the end of a frown
•356• admiration/envy
•355• second impressions
•354• *sneeze*
•353• sudden resolution
•352• life sucks.
•351• what comes around
•350• when it explodes
•349• no control
•348• that tight-lipped smile
•347• burning crimson
•346• cracked
•345• small things make life worthwhile
•344• Prisoners of Soda
•343• clock ticks down to zero
•342• One year ago
•341• one deep breath
•340• sweet bitterness
•339• all i want
•338• small steps at a time
•337• ...everything...
•336• "financially challenged"
•335• 1 AM
•334• out of the bad, comes the good
•333• So it's #333
•332• I want to be a guy!
•331• siento diferente
•330• sappy days
•329• break out of that fragile shell
•328• they say...
•327• life is crazy
•326• hot, still day
•325• sought and found relief
•324• glow sticks expire
•323• cheesy smile
•322• the morning after
•321• over-anxiety
•320• und tazen...
•319• differences of opinion
•318• What happens when you overhear too much
•317• lost in people's fury
•316• tilt your head to one side and look up
•315• sometimes bad habits return
•314• imprisoned for life
•313• memories deleted
•312• only getting stronger
•311• live the other life
•310• so you know it
•309• forlorn wish
•308• pity me
•307• exile to normalcy
•306• the tummy rumbles
•305• grudges
•304• everything costs something
•303• burning eyes
•302• tolerant to a point
•301• colors enter my world
•300• big sniffle
•299• brimming with hope
•298• I am having major pains
•297• there's just something wrong
•296• swirling colors
•295• burning irritation
•294• There's something about Doreen
•293• *pat* *pat* it's okay!!
•292• red-eyed eyes
•291• helpless w/o the internet
•290• big sister, little sister
•289• stepping on the ground of gold and blue
•288• drops of guilt fall slowly
•287• once and again
•286• One pound, two pounds
•285• el SOB
•284• sophiscated bitterness
•283• the first touch of the cold keyboard
•282• so only that much is true
•281• doreen has da ballz
•280• stinky woppie!
•279• Wouldn't it be good...
•278• life stops
•277• being sane
•276• kick it
•275• Motherly Advice
•274• the alphabet of "friendship"
•273• people don't understand
•272• eyes clenched
•271• another depressing entry
•270• Fight or Flee
•269• how to throw a tantrum
•268• Un-surprising
•267• bitterness aside
•266• it never ends
•265• It's all relative
•264• talking online
•263• bitter goals
•262• huddling in the corner
•261• just not up to par
•260• One, two and three...then lift!
•259• the value of parents' ignorance
•258• admiration or envy?
•257• Are you happy now?
•256• save yourself!
•255• Bricks and Sponges
•254• fling open the red curtains
•253• destruction-ED
•252• "Oh, he was a saint!"
•251• "Oh, he was a saint!"
•250• Disappointment
•249• Peepz
•248• Fone Calls
•247• guilt-ful
•246• Fear Burger
•245• telephone
•244• Awkward Fascination
•243• problems disguise themselves as opportunites
•242• hair falls out
•241• remember, and do not repeat
•240• the truth between the lies
•239• *gulp*
•238• yank-back
•237• So, I quit
•236• oh goodness gracious, great balls of fire!
•235• bloodshot
•234• recall of pain
•233• Hi, how are you?
•232• It's my birthday!
•231• ambition?
•230• Last Day
•229• top 5 things that make me bitter
•228• school shootings
•227• mean people suck
•226• Phase II
•225• Fuff Puff
•224• My Free Speech
•223• Sneeze
•222• no need to say anything
•221• run nose run!
•220• I am a rich poor girl
•219• Hinc illae lacrimae.
•218• I wish
•217• Delete?
•216• a pang of pain
•215• the power of goodbye
•214• when they backfire
•213• stare it down
•212• the lip quivers
•211• a morning's touch
•210• Sitting Down, Sitting Straight Up
•209• Broken Liver
•208• silent tears
•207• Take what's left of the pieces of my heart
•206• I have a big foot
•205• Crying in Empty Silence
•204• Pandora's Box
•203• There Will Come Soft Rains
•202• Before you throw stones at me...
•201• I thunk; therefore I am.
•200• I'll Fly With You
•199• I Chai!
•198• ...describe the solution as t goes to infinity...
•197• Yesterday
•196• Un Mes
•195• Yucky mushy carrots
•194• Down
•193• Alan is here!
•192• 0% --> 100%
•191• Evil Answering Machine!
•190• I twitch
•189• Diet Pepsi
•188• Dreaming of Cookies
•187• Swollen Sleep
•186• Strut the Catwalk
•185• Ring ring
•184• Push and Pull
•183• Vuelve, mi amor
•182• Lyrical Words
•181• 5 am!
•180• Amor
•179• Apologies to Myself
•178• Falling Apart
•177• Iced Wound
•176• There's nothing wrong with that!
•175• What Be Forgotten
•174• I turn to you
•173• Do you want to die trying?
•172• Prove yourself wrong
•171• All in the Perspective
•170• Cleansing
•169• Catching Up With the Beat of the Drummer
•168• Swirling Matter
•167• Learning to Waste Time
•166• Eyeball!
•165• Quando sono solo
•164• Feeling Dejected
•163• V8, 100% Vegetable Juice
•162• One More Time
•161• Misery Needs Company
•160• Now or Later
•159• I.
•158• Be-ta-loo!
•157• Can you say ow?
•156• Mathematical Pain
•155• untitled
•154• It's him!!!
•153• estoy cansada
•152• *clears throat*
•151• untitled
•150• Bad bad dream
•149• Meaningless Anxiety
•148• Huff Puff!
•147• Thoughtful Thinking
•146• Soft, Falling Rain
•145• What a Feeling
•144• The day after v-day
•143• Happy V-day!! :)
•142• It spans what?
•141• The Amazing Feat of the Sun
•140• Oh man!!!
•139• oof foofy poofy
•138• Ew!
•137• Oceans apart day after day...
•136• Blah Blah Poofie!
•135• Resentment
•134• Questionable Annoyance
•133• Worry^100000000000000000000000000
•132• Sour Lemons
•131• No.
•130• oh silly billy goo goo
•129• Self-Preservation
•128• Opposite Expectations
•127• Chocolate pudding
•126• The Shy Girl
•125• Foo
•124• Ask not what they can do for you; ask what you can do for them
•123• Life's Questions
•122• Addicted to Love
•121• Pig Latin
•120• Question Mark Minus
•119• Acting
•118• Open
•117• Faster Assimiliation
•116• "I want to know what love is..."
•115• Ma Vie en Chaξnez
•114• Feverish Dreams
•113• Bluuuuuuurrb
•112• Alan+Jenn
•111• Walking With Extra Weight
•110• Naturally Pink
•109• untitled
•108• Waiting for the Tooth Fairy
•107• Boredom
•106• The Year in Retrospect and some
•105• Bickerings
•104• Chew Gum
•103• Doldrums
•102• Fleeting Memories
•101• Festering Wounds
•100• I see you never
•99• Mumbo Jumbo
•98• The Lost Melodies of Christmas
•97• A Dream
•96• Bon Voyage
•95• Honk honk!
•94• Those small ineffable words
•93• Major Displeasure
•92• Yoink.
•91• I think I can do it myself.
•90• "Congratulations, Your price was accepted!"
•89• Hope
•88• Desperate Cramming Times
•87• Dead Week
•86• Mysterious Ball
•85• Return of the Memory
•84• Guilt Trips
•83• Cabin Girl
•82• It's always funny like that.
•81• Just another Monday...
•80• Blurbs of the Past
•79• They think...
•78• A glance
•77• Disattachment
•76• guilt, shame, guilt, shame, guilt, shame.....
•75• Leave me breathless...
•74• I wish...
•73• I am thankful.
•72• Twiddling my thumbs...
•71• Suddenly Sleepy
•70• Crumbs near my keyboard
•69• Toot toot
•68• Bursting Bubble
•67• still seething
•66• Rationalization
•65• Dulling Ache
•64• Ratten, raten
•63• Shadows of the Night
•62• Disorientation
•61• Fretful Thinking
•60• complaints of the day
•59• Early in the morning, Late at night
•58• no more....
•57• Okay okay okay!
•56• And the recount continues...
•55• how many days have I really lived?
•54• I never promised you a rose garden
•53• observing from a distance
•52• another listless day
•51• of cell phones
•50• favorite food: anything not green
•49• Where are you going? Where have you been?
•48• Changing attitudes.
•47• un-intellectual fight
•46• you're too old....
•45• to procrastinate or not to procrastinate
•44• of bezerkeley
•43• the warehouse of needful things
•42• Why oh why...
•41• the weather
•40• the sour lemon—>sweet icy lemonade
•39• Of food and silence
•38• broken vows
•37• bad dream...
•36• odds and ends
•35• the walk in the dark
•34• untitled II
•33• untitled
•32• on scraps of paper, I write...
•31• Wandering Existence
•30• history repeats
•29• Suddenly...suddenly...
•28• the freshman fifteen
•27• Sunday
•26• Words
•25• Survival of bad luck
•24• Nameless faces, Faceless names
•23• Cruel and unusual punishment!!!!
•22• the abuse of the keyboard
•21• woozy...
•20• no attention
•19• another complex
•18• tsk tsk
•17• Randomness
•16• the sun!
•15• Better Advice
•14• Advice
•13• Recursion
•12• Becoming a blob of mush
•11• Me duele la cabeza
•10• End of a Day
•9• The Opposite of Sex
•8• Yo quiero que tu...
•7• *BURP*
•6• buncha mush
•5• the starry starry starry night
•4• where's daween?!
•3• wishing i wasn't here
•2• the so-called good life
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