Haha, Sri is nervous. As for me, my confidence for the math final is quite brittle at this point. However, I think I may be able to pull it off. Yet the dread that I feel...is the dread of not getting into the computer science major. I remember Alston mentioning how the classes at cal ruined him. How sad! :( I think that's what the envelope last year meant. That I don't really belong here in the top public university. Rather, I belong in the university where I got accepted first. Yet, Xing somehow made me feel more secure last week. We are just lucky.
Yet, why do I have to work so hard to get into my major? :p

Forever may not be long enough...

Yesterday night, I decided to ditch my studying (ugh, now I realize it may have been a bad idea) to trek with Sri, Anthony, and Aaron (my suitemate) all the way to Bear Market. It was...let's say...an interesting trip. Geez, guys do always complain about walking. Although I think it was me who might have asked (or whined), "Are we there yet?!" Sigh...suddenly I remember an instance that HE said that. Nostalgia definitely. Pound.
Anyway, that trip last night was fun. The night before, Sri, Anthony and I uh...made fun of Jiong. Well actually Sri and Anthony did all the "insulting" while I stood there and watched in awe. Interesting stuff. By the way, Jiong isn't speaking to me. Really, I didn't do anything!!! Then Sri made me (or actually I decided to waste time) to help him try to hack Jiong's computer. Sigh. Immaturity? I don't know.

Thanks to Xing and Tram for my "early" birthday present. :) How did you guys know that I wanted an UC Berkeley shirt? Of course, it was dark blue. The right shade...and everything. Muchas gracias!!

I have starting my movie copying extravanganza. 'Tis wonderful. Unfortunately, I never realized that all the CDRs I have are 650 MB. Ugh, quite sucky. Of course, I can never find the movies that I really want. Must...learn...how...to...use...IRC. Soon.

Somehow that reminds me of my dismay when my parents told me that they would not let me get housing until July or August. I must have mentioned this yesterday, but I was awestruck by the house--the bathrooms, the rooms, the six guys that came with it, the backyard, the trees, the location...did I mention the guys that come with the house? Haha, no I am kidding. Yet, still, I think that I belong in a place that is a psuedo-dorm. Elsewhere, I'll have the tendency to isolate myself. If only. I want that house even though I would be living with strangers.

I need to study for math. AGH! I think I am adopting the same nervousness...from Sri!