I must have said that line several thousand times today. Ugh, Xing pushed me into this job. A job where I have to be insincere. I have basically lost my passion for everything. Not much excites me anymore. Not much riles me up for long periods of time.
Oh, the river of emotions. I wonder when they will come back.

I really do enjoy being friends with people younger than me. They seem to understand me better than anybody else my age.