I just realized. My sister does have the guts. No wonder so many people admire her...at least for what they see her as.
Unfortunately, when she does her brute force thing (with me trailing me behind hoping to get the goods aka actually meet people), I sometimes lose confidence myself. It's my sister's prize, right? Right. And dude, what is she complaining about when she says she doesn't have anybody hang out with. Then again, that is true. I am the only one that hangs out with her willingly, because simply, I don't have anything else better to do.

Oh yeah and she does have a nice scribble about the Alaskan cruise. I still can't believe she wrote a four paragraph e-mail...that's my style! Yet still, my own cruise scribble can be as enjoyable.

I spent the majority of the day dozing in my sister's bed and my own bed. You know, the usual. Although I can say that I miss hanging out, I do not miss being treated as an outsider. That's how it is, you know.

I am supposed to recieve my book order soon. I gave up on having a balanced schedule. My horoscope for this month said that I should be broadening my horizons. Not that I believe such a thing. Realistically, though...I should be going for knowledge rather than an easy gpa-booster.

There's 18 people online on my aim buddy list and that's not including the ones that I don't talk to. What can this all possibly mean.