it starts with
one thing i don't know why
it doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind i designed this rhyme
to explain in due time
all i know
time is a valuable thing
watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
watch it count down
to the end of the day
the clock ticks life away
it's so unreal
didn't look out below
watch the time go right out the window
trying to hold on
but didn't even know
wasted it all just to watch you go
i kept everything inside
end even though i tried
it all fell apart
what it meant to me
will eventually be a memory
of a time when

i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the ed
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall
and lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter

i put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
and for all this
there's only one thing you should know

Is is the end of the beginning or the beginning of the end? I hope by going to San Diego, I rid myself all the worries that I am not leading a fulfilling life. Often I sit in my apartment, thinking whether I have enough friends...never thinking about whether I have too many enemies. It's hard for me to make the first initiation to meet someone. After that though, either I warm up quickly or...stay socially anxious. :p

After combing La Jolla shores (BEEP! Man lost the camera!!!), they dropped me back at the apartment. I was intending to write my paper. However, for a good forty minutes, I spent it on AIM. Stacee was in Los Angeles and took her time to im me. :D Haha, the time that she should be spending talking to Brando. :) My sis brought me back some yucky teriyaki chicken bowl. Hmmm...fake food doesn't go well with my stomach. Then Mike came. Mike Lee. The friend of the guy formerly known as Alan. To say the least, I returned to the same person that I was when I first met Mike. Photos are decieving, let's just say that. Mike was strutting around in his roller blades...tied for first in his frat. Impressive. After he left, I gave up on writing my philosophy paper. Then my sis dragged me across campus to the Revelle dorms where we attempted to visit Ho Yen (yes that's probably misspelled), but he was immersed in studying.
On the way back, I got hyper. I saw some bunnies. My sis had told me how one of her friends caught a bunny with bare hands. In Berkeley, all you can see is...squirrels. FAT squirrels that probably bite too. RABIES-INFESTED. Anyway, I started running after the bunnies...mostly chasing them. However, my sis got too excited while wearing her flip flops. Then she went smack. Sniff. Hahahahahaha. Funny? Yes. BEEP! She got a stain on her jeans. While she brushed herself off, I ran around some more in my comfy Nike sneakers. Always wear athletic shoes on a college campus.
Then we visited some of my sis' new friends. We peeked inside Alan and Sean's dorm. Needless to say, I was a bit scared of them. Especially of how Sean acted. Kinda distant and unwelcoming. Instead we visited a suite in Oceania. Ken and Randy, who I met yesterday were there. I also met David and Mike, who my sis knew for only one day so far. Can we say that Koreans are...well...no single word to describe them. David cooked us some Korean food. Doreen embarrassed herself by showing that she didn't know how to use chopsticks appropriately. By some miracle, I was able to pick up the noodle with my first attempt. And I have been criticized for not being able to pick up anything. Blah! 'Twas fun. Mike, Randy, and David rode their bikes with us to the Pepper Canyon apartments. We stopped by Channing's apartment to visit the "big" spider. First things first, my sis and I are barely girly. The spider wasn't huge. I remember how my roommate was squealing when she saw a spider on our apartment window. Hello?! It's just a spider! Nonetheless, the spider in Channing's possession was prety huge...for a random spider. But it wasn't big enough to be that intriguing. We left within five minutes. I got a picture of David doing tricks on his mini-bike. :)

Yes, I set up the Intel Pro Pc Camera for my sis.