broken friendships

Tuesday, November 13th 2001 01:37PM

Destruction and corruption exist everywhere.

No wonder I naturally change my friends every year. No relationship has last longer than a year for me. People fade. It seems like they would rather be doing other things. So conclusion: let them do other things. Other things. Why should I have to put up with that anymore? Simply put, let's not be friends anymore. Let me go down the street and see your face...then give a smile that I would only give to a stranger.

Jiong once said that friendships are important. If I go through life without any, I'll still survive. I won't be happy, but that doesn't matter, does it? Friends often decieve you. It's better to go through life lonely and empty than to go through life constantly hurt by those who you trusted.
So there's the bane of a friendship. This is what spurred me to think about this element: Marisol. Does one make the time or does one create time? It irked me a lot that she had offered to read my paper. Great understanding, really. "You always do it too late. You should have done it earlier." Thanks for the accusations. Always. And this was only the second time. Where's the empathy? Okay fine, no more requests. Actually, no more of anything.
This is what I want to know. How can you ignore somebody and still call that person a friend. The good friends that I have now are not even the good friends I had last year. And right now, I am reconsidering whether I should trust them any more.

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