Dulling Ache

Friday, November 17th 2000 03:52PM

Yesterday was the good day. Today was the so so day. I knew it when I wrote the scheme function. Nightmares more vivid than the day before occupied too much of my morning.
So I had less than six hours of sleep. I do not feel rested yet I do not feel tired. In an odd way, I feel discomforted--feeling that I am not in the right place.

I had already planned the night before. I would go to the library with Tram to start research for my English paper. Yet now I was sitting here in front of the computer idling my time...almost to the brink of irritation. After today's discussion, I found Tram outside sitting on the steps. She told me to wait for Hien. In a few minutes Hien arrived, but then she had to rush off to confer with her English teacher. That took about thirty minutes and I entertained myself by telling Tram about last night's weird ordeal in Burger King. Then after Hien came back, she said that she was going to get lunch. I hadn't eaten either. However, I told them that I was going to go back to my dorm (and I still haven't eaten lunch either). Then I was informed that Tram and Hien needed to go to University to deal drop a class. Tram called at 2 and told me to call every half hour. She was still eating lunch and hadn't gone to the extension buildings at University. I missed the first half hour and tried calling...as always, the cell rang but nobody picked up. "Sorry, the user you have reached has not set up voicemail and cannot be reached." Tram always kept her cell in her backpack and rarely paid attention to any incoming calls. It's almost four now.
SIGH! It's either irritation or sympathy. It's either independence or dependence. It's either inefficency or efficency. It's either pain or no pain. Which one?

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