Hehe, actually I attempted to write a scribble earlier yesterday and yesterday's yesterday, but gave up due to my mind wearing away.

I feel a bit more happy now. There has always been one particular goal in my life--to make others feel lonely, because I have felt lonely too many times. Ironically though, when I feel lonely, I don't have the drive to make others feel less lonely. It's called pitying yourself. Okay, so I have imagined myself having the ability to bounce from one person to one person. Learn everybody's names...make them feel welcome...yet not in a superficial way.
What I mean by superficial is when club officers act all-so-nice in a club meeting, but outside the club, you pass them, but they don't say anything. They only feel obligated to be nice in the club, but they never practice it elsewhere. If it's good, then why keep it so isolated?

After a weeklong procrastination, I finished my CS project with my partner in...two hours! We spent about 45 minutes on the first problem. Yeah. Mission accomplished. We better get those ten measly points.
I really like making myself an object though. :)
> (define jenn (instantiate person 'jenn dorm))
jenn
> (ask jenn 'get-money 10000000000000000000000000000000)
#t
> (ask jenn 'money)
10000000000000000000000000000100

That's the kind of thing that you have to see it to believe it.

I have eaten half of my jar of applesauce already. I must add this one.
(define-class (applesauce)
(parent (food 'applesauce 1000)))
> (define barlows-premium-applesauce (instantiate applesauce))
barlows-premium-applesauce
> (ask dorm 'appear barlows-premium-applesauce)
appeared
> (ask jenn 'take-all)
barlows-premium-applesauce
taken
> (ask jenn 'eat)
okay
> (ask jenn 'strength)
1100

Despite being incredibly bored and sleepy late time, I went to CSA karaoke contest. No, I didn't sing. I was irked last time that nobody sang any songs that I knew. It had to be all chinese...slow...songs. And I couldn't understand a single world. Yet this time, one girl spared me of all the angst. She sang Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go On for the qualifying round and Christina Aguliera - I Turn to You final round. Nice. Nonetheless, most people sang mandarin songs. A-mei wasn't as popular this time. Catherine sang pretty well, although she knows that I am totally tone-deaf and cannot make judge whether someone sang well or not. Really I can't.
Funny thing was...I finally got to know that guy who I had formerly referred to as that-guy-that-looks-strangely-familiar. I remember balking when I first saw him, surprised that someone from my school was loitering around foothill. Yet, I had looked again, he wasn't the guy. Oh he has a name now--Jason.
Weird thing was...I thought he was Jason Lucas, my childhood "best friend" (but according to my sister, he was my "best enemy", since he beat me up all the time, but I didn't mind). Nah...another Jason. He was cool though. Yet my whole speech backfired when someone came by and said, "Oh hey! You're from my CS discussion!" Uh oh, and I didn't recognize her. I remember it being the same for Sarah, a member of my CS group. Ouch.

I had met Jason at the engineering society arcade thingie that I snuck into. Yes snuck, because I thought I would get a chance to really practice DDR without having to dig into my pockets. Well instead, I got intimidated for the first ten minutes and ran off to play air hockey. Yes, I lost. I played against Jessica, who was a CalSo counselor and a very enthuastic student in my math discussion class. Yes sir, I like taking note of the mundane things. Oh and I met Catherine's other friend, Mike. He has a nice cellphone. I must admit, one of the first things I said to him at the karaoke event was "Oh! I remember your cellphone!"

Hehe, it's funny how people react when you say you're hungry. I got peanut M&Ms. :)

Anyway, Stuart was somewhat...let's say...annoying. As Jason and I were walking back to foothill, Stuart saw me and make a big fuss. "Is this your boyfriend? No?! Jenn!!! Then who is this? Jenn...are you saying that you're cheating?! I never knew! Okay, nice meeting you boyfriend II." Tsk tsk! Same with Jason's neighbors--"oh big pimp huh". Besides, I was wearing my very casual clothes and I was very stinky.
hehe, then I promptly took the majority of Jason's food supplies claiming that my supply was low. Well it is. I only eat applesauce and vanilla pudding. You care right? You will get those two for my birthday right? Right!
I finally discovered what counterstrike really is. Geez, people are obsessed. It's not cs, but CS.

I have been unstunk. I finally took a shower...feeling a bit more cleansed. Let's hope this feeling lasts until tomorrow when I have to take another shower again...

You know, after watching music videos of romance and more romance, it makes me really miss Alan. There was one where the girl was holding a glass of red wine, thinking of her past lover. Then she hugged a scrapbook to her chest, almost holding it with her life. Sigh!