Well, why not?

Silence is golden only when you want silence.
Alan's fault though. Hehe. He told me that he was afraid that he wouldn't get back alive. So you know what this responsible girlfriend would do. Yes, I was almost about to call all the hospitals in the Los Angeles area. Almost.

I remember reiterating my senior quote often after I had submitted it last year to the yearbook. Then I remember writing "I see you never" in yearbooks. Unfortunately last friday, that phrase failed. I saw people I knew...people that had known me...people I had deliberately said that I don't want to see them again. Mike, Megan, and Blake. Even when I passed by them at the musical, they didn't say a single word to me and I didn't say a single word to them. Nonetheless, they never talked to me much in high school anyway. I was just...an aquaintance. Or actually in reality, just another person. Geez, high school really irritated me a lot.

I spent most of today napping and procrastinating on my CS homework. My group and I actually finished the project...in completion. As for my homework, no! Oh and Sri is probably going to ask me for more help. Yesterday night I said that I would help him if he opened my jar of applesauce, but then suddenly I was able to open it myself. Sometimes those gender reversals amuse me. Sometimes.

The AGATE breakfast situation has returned. The reason I often eat alone is to avoid situations like that AGATE breakfast. It pulled down my self-confidence and made me feel like an idiot, because I didn't say a single word. I remember in Girl Scouts, some people were mocking a guest, because the guest barely said a word. "I don't like her...she didn't say a single thing."
And I have never forgotten that. Spare others of the misery of a quiet, looming entity when you would rather be with happy, outgoing entities. Nonetheless, because I ate lunch with Amy (and yes, we barely spoke...geez), I decided to eat with her during dinner. Not a very merry idea. So there I sat with Amy and my suitemates. Barely saying a word. It's the feeling of trying to search for something to say, but nothing ever comes out. That's why I always do better with at most two people in a group. Well I did speak to Anthony and teased him about not playing ddr. Tsk, I embarrassed myself in front of thousands of ddr experts. Oh, but I tried.

Hmm...didn't see Jason the dude today.

I think I liked this piece from my sister's latest scribble:
my sis has adopted the beep word:
"beep, why you want to serve chinese food? "
"beep, how come you're working with tania?"
"beep alex is on!"
and the best one of all....
sweetieDAWEEN!: (7:52 PM) tskaay!
sweetieDAWEEN!: (7:52 PM) he insulted you..so tsk to him
Tink: (7:53 PM) yeah TSK! don't you think he insulted me?
sweetieDAWEEN!: (7:53 PM) yes...he should go ****
Tink: (7:53 PM) yah beep!
sweetieDAWEEN!: (7:54 PM) hahaa...they suck!
Tink: (7:55 PM) all of them! BEEP!
sweetieDAWEEN!: (7:56 PM) hahaha! :D beep beep! :)
Tink: (7:56 PM) baaaaah beep!
sweetieDAWEEN!: (7:58 PM) lol!
sweetieDAWEEN!: (7:58 PM) you can give them a whammie
Tink: (7:59 PM) BEEPIE!!!!
So that's the highlight of my evening....the most highly intellectual convo i've ever had! :)

Tink would be me. :D