She had the whole world ahead of her. I watched her eyes flicker with all the movement happening around her. Her toes were small. Her nose dainty. Pure innocence. And her mind still untainted by the cruel world.
Then I wondered if she would ever know at the tender age of one that she was about to embark on a journey of troubles and crisises...almost created to drive anyone mad.

It's so gut-wrenching. Somehow the cycle came back to its beginning when I thought it was just a straight line up...instead...everything came full circle again. I was back where I started-unsatisfied and incredibly bitter.

It's like judgment day. One false move and you're no longer someone I once hold in positive light. Instead you're cast into the shadows...not meant to be dealt with again.
I always disliked it when he said, "I have other friends, you know." Other. Other friends. Then it confirms the observation I made. Ann Landers and Dear Abby always advise their readers to attempt to repair relationships with significant others and family. However, repair for any other relationship is never deemed important. Basically, if it doesn't work, then toss it.

Once a long time ago, he said that I can find incredible inner potential after something heart-breaking occurs in my life. I think I have discovered what it is: self-destruction.