In order to comfort me, my sis would say "pat pat" aloud and then pat my head. For the past week in Berkeley (okay...three days), I have been feeling to well...socialize. Then when social anxiety overwhelms me, I become all lonely over again.
That's when I grab the phone and call someone for support. It sucky how I work. Yesterday, somehow I got my sis, Stacee and Sri to call me. At one point, I felt like my old roommate, Jennifer. Yet, I bet I am more like her. Most of the phone calls to our dorm room were usually for her. At least now, I don't have to ask, "Jennifer Lee or Jennifer Ng?"

Today was somewhat a depressing day however. I called Kathy in the morning without realizing she was still in class. Yet still, I would think that she would turn off her phone or at least turn it to silent. Guilt trespassed all over me. Yesterday, I had asked her if she would see my apartment and she had agreed to come after 12. Unfortunately, she had a change of plans. Then I was anticipating Stacee and company arrival. In fact, I was attempting to make fried rice, but I ended up making soggy rice. Promptly at 3, Stacee called to tell me...that she was too lazy. :(!!! My sister fortunately called about an hour later and lamented my troubles.
You better visit me, STACEE! :D

Nonetheless, Becky was willing to go all the way to Soda to work on our lab. Despite the fact that I spent a lot of time chatting on AIM (evil AOL...just like those cigarette companies...they are making me purposefully addicted), I was able to finish the lab in a good two hours. Or was that three. And so we're heading off to Bongo Burger very soon...
After I chat on aim some more...and get that *pat* *pat* that I really need...