Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
you could be my scene
you know that I'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well you shoved it in my face

Everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
to make up your ending
and let me know just how you feel
cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you when to runaway
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you when to run away

This pain you give to me
you take it all
you take it all away
explain again to me

Sigh.

It has been exactly one year since the best and the worst thing ever happened in my life. It all started with a click of the mouse button.

I have final tomorrow at 8 am. :( Mathee! I didn't really stay on top of things this semester. Eventually, I just let things slide...and slide. For about forty minutes, I helped Cliff with CS3. It made me breathe easier, knowing that I actually was skillful at something. Well, despite the fact that I couldn't figure out the two hardest problems that he showed me. Who would have known that the intro comp sci course would include trees and box-and-pointer-diagrams. Haha. CS61C is four units now. :) This means if things go bad, I can drop EE43. My nose tickles. It's funny. There's this guy on Cliff's floor who looks intimidating...but he has a very effeminate voice. He's very...dunno...immature. As Cliff and I were waiting at the elevator, the guy yelled, "DOINK!" (Cliff's psuedonym) Then he clambered in front of Cliff's face and let out...yes...a huge BUUUUUUURP. Firstly, I would be freaked out by a huge guy wanted to share the last meal with me. Guys don't flinch to this kind thing, I guess.

I actually went to Math 55 professor's office hours. Poonen didn't seem that wild this time. :) He was cool. Unlike the TAs, what Poonen said about the subject matter made more sense. I finally understood how to count the ways of placing n indistinguishable objects in k indistinguishable boxes. Me pleased.
Not quite ready for my math final though. ;(