a delusion

One of my greatest wishes is to read people\’s minds. I don\’t want to be second-guessing. I don\’t want to make the incorrect move. But that\’s what great about being human, not knowing what other people\’s intentions really are?

I can\’t tell if the guy was just being nice Thursday. Was he just catering to my obvious niceness? just being polite? He asked for my aim sn after all. I don\’t know.

I got ahead of myself already, thinking there there could be something when I just met him the other day. I found his chat online…so boring. No address of the issues i bought up. But he is 2 years younger than me, the usual perfect age for the encounter I have every so often.

And then later:

I hate mind games. Perhaps, this isn\’t even one at all.