I feel lost somewhat at my new job. It\’s as if I am navigating through the unknown, trying to find my own way somewhere. I have all the tools to get me there–the flashlights, the walking sticks, recommended maps, etc. But I am not sure what the best way is. I don\’t know how the journey is going to be like–like I am stepping across a black hole, uncharted space.
Is it better to search the unknown, not knowing what I\’ll find?
But it\’s my job to figure out the best way. I have been schooled to find it, but am I doing it right?
I am lost, this is my first time, and I have no guidance. All coming from my gut.
When I receive e-mails, I feel compelled to use my instincts and my knowledge to answer them. But I haven\’t experienced it before. And I just don\’t like it. I want to go away. Far.
I want to be wrapped in security–feel safe. But this isn\’t it.
This is what I chose. The path less traveled. I was courageous enough to choose it, but am I brave to continue it?