It\’s strange how much I crave companionship. And paradoxically at the same time, it\’s strange how I have fierce independence. I want things to be my way. But having someone agree with me would be nice too.
A flash of the movies where it seems that dreams come true can evoke that feeling of longing. I don\’t care about Alan. No longer about Sam. Nothing about Tanner. It\’s always this longing to be not alone. I don\’t want to be forgotten. I want someone as my peer, my confidante. Someone deeper. True mutual attention.