Anyway, the moment he said \”gf and her friends\”. I felt a sudden numbness overcome me. How idiotic of me to presume.
I was in shock for the next 20 minutes. But I reminded myself how I always valued friendship over potential INTERESTS. And that a best friend is always better than having a boyfriend. Even though I will never have one as my own.
Eventuallly, I felt better. Mostly, because I had always been good friends with all these guys that are already attached. but where is MINE. Why must I be alone? Parking spots? The good ones are all already taken. Only the handicapped ones are left. If I cannot get a \”boyfriend\”, I will at least have a chance at best friend.
Maybe this will erase my usual nervousness.