I find it so annoying that my friend…kind of infringes on my niceness. I ask her whether she\’s going to attend the party. Then I tell her is way up in Berkeley. Then, she asks me to drive her. Wait, where did that come from?? Why is she asking me to drive her all of the sudden?
I don\’t want to drive anyone who doesn\’t want to initially get their by herself/himself/themselves. So if they don\’t have a ride, does that mean that they won\’t go? What\’s wrong with these people? When I was at Berkeley, I never liked taking advantage of people. So I would get to places myself even if the journey itself was very hard on me.
Also, why was I so hung over Sam two years ago? What is really wrong with sharing the bed? and why did that confuse me for the rest of the time? I have a feeling that most people share beds…blah blah. Couples. And sometimes in a non-sexual way. I don\’t want to express my conservative side that much. Ugh, I don\’t care. I feel like I am allowing people to pass judgment on me by what I say…and think about certain things. But I shouldn\’t care. I like starting over.